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I haven't been quite stable for a while. Keep thinking it's gonna better but it doesn't. Something's wrong. I'm not sure what it is yet. I've been out of sorts for several months. Bursting into tears, going loopy, getting angry, laughing to the point it's almost too obvious something's wrong. And I can't control it. I try to get a handle on it, I wind up feeling like I'm helpless. I can't do anything about it either. I don't know what's happening to me and I'm starting to feel scared. It's like something inside me is starting to boil over. In the past month, I've been almost nothing but a big ball of fire. And the voices have gotten more and more insistent that I'm losing my sanity. That I'm becoming something worse than human. That if something isn't done, I'm going to lose it. That last shred of humanity that's left. I don't know. I don't know if they're right. They've been saying it's getting worse and worse. That I need to find something that will cheer me up. But the even more worry some thing is that I've realized violence makes me happy. There's something dark growing in some small corner of my mind and I can't seem to stop it by my own will alone. But whatever it is, it's getting more and more powerful every day. So I make a request. If I say something out of sorts, sound more vicious than necessary, tell me something kind. Something to battle the darkness. I need light. I need hope.


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Lacey Vulpix
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Hello. My name is Rena Hill. I am BEST friends with :iconsertoto: and I write stories.

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thanks for the watch! :D
sertoto Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday yo~
mangakid37201 Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!

Hope it's a good one! :D…
Amandaxter Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday :party:
VoraciousPanda Mar 15, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch!
Hanna-Victoria Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you sososo mucg for the fave <3
Amandaxter Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the :+fav: ^_^
Chere-and-Rose Mar 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for faving!
H-Sayuri Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favourite~
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